My AS levels are fast approaching..in fact, they're only a month away...Yet, instead of getting stuck into my art work that I've been staring at for the past hour, I'm writing this post. I feel really unmotivated at the moment. A few weeks ago, a load of universities came to my college, telling us everything we could possibly need to know about uni life. I personally hadn't even thought about which university I want to go to or even if I want to go at all. Everyone around me at college seems to have a pretty good idea of what they want to do with the rest of their lives...and I honestly have no clue. It stresses me out just thinking about applying for a Sunday job, let alone deciding what I want to do with the rest of my life.
I can't keep up with college work, I can't focus half the time and I waste hours looking at blogs on the internet, wishing I could be like every other person in the world but myself. It's not even like I've done anything to try and make myself the way I want to be..like I said before, I have no motivation. My parents just bought me and my sister a cute little bashed-up VW Polo so we can learn to drive. I went on about how I was going to save up to get my provisional driving license and have had the form sitting in my room for weeks and guess what, I HAVEN'T FILLED IT OUT!
I just don't really know what to do with myself at the moment. I can't even maintain this blog..it's been months since I last put up a post.
Anyway, whilst procrastinating today, I've been looking at New Balance 420's, and they're sold out everywhere online! I didn't used to like them but recently I've been seeing them everywhere. Kind of like how the Nike Blazers were the big craze, except I feel like New Balance are kind of like Supergas in the way that they are kind of classic? Anyway, my mum wants a pair and now I want a pair too. Luckily we are the same shoe size so we could totally share..Not sure how she'd feel about that though. It's hard enough trying to track down one pair in our size, let alone two. I'm seriously wanting a navy pair or maroon ones like below. Of course my mum wants the most coveted pair around, the all red ones. Good luck to me trying to find them..
